Seoul Searching

Seoul Searching

If you are wondering how I ended up in Korea, you’re in good company! I didn’t fully believe I was coming here until a day before I left. Life can be fun(?) like that sometimes I guess. So, how did I get here?

After the federal hiring freeze put the job with USAID on hold in January, I decided I better look at some options to fill the time. One of those options was teaching in Korea. I didn’t really think I would end up in Korea, but applied, interviewed, and started sending in whatever paperwork they asked for. The hope was still to have USAID call prior to me needing to make any decisions about Korea, or what to do next. But weeks turned to months and still they didn’t call…and I decided I needed to do something. So I got a ticket booked back to the USA and thought I would head to DC to find work and start figuring out life there; still hoping USAID would call, I figured the Korea thing may be an option somewhere down the road. I got an update on USAID in May; nothing is moving there until next year’s budget is approved. Not great news. I also heard from Korea in May. They wanted me to start training May 22nd.

Decisions had to be made, and fast. For various reasons I decided to go for the Korea option; but then ran into issues with obtaining the necessary visa. It was looking like I would not make the May 22nd training, which was fine, as I still had the ticket booked for DC and would figure stuff out there. But as you now know, I never made that DC flight. This is because the Korean embassy decided they would issue my visa…on May 18th, the day before I would need to fly. So it happened. I packed my bags, put one foot in front of the other, got on the plane and decided why the hell not – let’s go teach in Korea.

Teaching…about that. I hope I am good at it? I have about the same feelings teaching English as I do for giving talks on breast feeding. I’ve done it once or twice before, wondered how I got myself into the situation as I was doing it, and prayed it would all be over soon. So yeah…these poor kids! 😉 But in all seriousness, I think this is the biggest concern I have at the moment. Apparently the company that hired me thinks I can do it, so I guess I’ll rely on their confidence until I get my own. Training starts this week, and hopefully I will feel better about this whole idea once it’s done. Although I don’t have a lot of teaching experience, what I am looking forward to is interacting with the kids. This was one of my favorite parts during my Peace Corps service. I believe supporting and encouraging kids has long lasting impacts far beyond the short time they spend with you. So the students in my classes may not have a teacher that knows all the ins and outs of teaching English, but I’ll do everything I can to ensure they leave knowing someone believes in them. Then, if needed, they’ll at least have the confidence to learn what they need to from another, you know, actual teacher! 🙂

As I pictured arriving in Korea, the only reference to something like this I had was my initial arrival in Guyana through Peace Corps. There were the good parts of that experience and there were the difficult parts; the ones that made my stomach tense up thinking about going through it all again. As it turns out, however, the arrival in Korea has been nothing like the arrival in Guyana. I didn’t have a group of other teachers on the same flight as me to navigate the airports and travel with. There wasn’t staff at the gate in Korea, welcoming me with banners and hugs. There is no one here to hold my hand through the process. My arrival to Korea was something I needed to get through on my own, and that was ok. I actually haven’t really been on my own since I left Peace Corps. The independence, the responsibility, the uncertainty, it all felt good. As I exited the plane on the other side of the world, I had no idea what I was about to walk into.

Yet, this kind of seems to be the theme for me lately. I’m an experience junkie. To be honest, trying to figure out where all these varied experiences are taking me is a tough one. I had, and maybe still have, concerns about adding yet another branch to my already unique tree of experience. Society tells us we generally should pick a career path and stick with it, get good at one thing, plan for retirement, etc. But I can’t identify what path I’m on, or where the work I am doing, and have done, is leading me. As I am getting older, this is a little stressful; how are all these random dots going to connect? I recently read Steve Jobs had said “You can’t connect the dots looking forward; you can only connect them looking backwards. So you have to trust that the dots will somehow connect in your future.” That rings true for me. I definitely can’t see how some of my dots are connecting now, so I try to remind myself the picture isn’t completed yet. Sometimes the dots aren’t ready to be connected, but perhaps they will all make sense looking back when the work is done. That’s my hope anyway.

If things going right are a sign you are making the right dots, then I can’t help but feel I am in the right place now. Everything really did fall into place for me to be here (albeit quite last minute). From eleventh hour approvals, to free exit row upgrades on long flights, to a great apartment during training in an amazing area of town, to perfect weather and the innate sense of peace I have – for the first time since I had the idea of coming here, I can say Korea feels right. Seoul has given me an incredible first impression. I am excited to make this dot as impactful and memorable as possible; to do some “Seoul” searching, and in due time, marvel at everything that has connected to it from here.  

Training starts tomorrow.  Wish me luck!

My first morning in Seoul – walking in Namsan park to the iconic N. Seoul Tower
Namsan Park: near my apartment! Filled with running paths and nature trails
Seoul at night with iconic N. Seoul tower lit up

17 Replies to “Seoul Searching”

  1. Good luck Handsome. You got this I’ve no doubt. Again I’m impressed from a random meeting in SLC one night to watching what you’ve done. Being a little doubtful and a little scared tells us all you are growing and learning. NEVER STOP THAT!!!! Keep us all posted as you always do.

  2. Excellent Chase! I’m so happy you are there and the first impressions are good. It was wonderful spending time with you last week! XO 😘Aunt Chris

    1. It was SO nice visiting with you! I just wish I could have snuck in a quick trip to Oregon to see everyone else, but you all have more reason to come see me here now. 🙂
      Love ya!

  3. This is so cool Chase! I’ve always been interested in teaching there since a friend did. If you want me to link u with her I can. Also I’ll be In Macedonia come this September so maybe we can see each other in one or both of our countries sometime in 2018?! I’m sure our Spanish classes will come in handy. Hah!

    1. Thanks Liza! I have almost tried speaking Spanish when ordering or responding several times…not so helpful here! 😉
      That is exciting about Macedonia! What will you be doing there? The Winter Olympics are here in February…could be a fun time to visit!

  4. So wonderful to hear about your next amazing adventure!
    The thing to remember about “those dots” is that they are not only for you and where they have —and continue –to take YOU, but what the placement of those dots have mean for all the lives you touch. Dan & I, and of course, so many others, deeply admire what you are doing. I hope you realize how much of an impact you already have had on so many people. It is something to take great pride in. You are brave, adventurous… and most importantly, so very kind. You make the world a better place every day, my friend. Bravo.

    1. Thank you for reaching out, it’s so nice to hear from you guys and it means a lot! And thanks for sharing this with me, it’s a great reminder that sometimes a dot may not be about me at all. I believe that’s very true, and they probably end up being some of the best dots we have! I appreciate the support and kind words, they keep me smiling along the way to wherever I am headed 🙂 Sending you guys my best as well!

  5. Seoul is as beautiful as you are Chase! l I loved reading this. You’ve got this and I know you’ll do great. You are kind, smart, funny and most of all caring… your students will adore you! Good Luck!!!

  6. I am so proud of you.. I am also glad I got to give you big hug on your hope through the states. Just know this Aunt is in awe of the things you have done and the things I know you will do. You are an amazing man, and I know all the dots are going to connect and in my heart I know God has a plan for you and he is just getting you all the tools 🙂 I love you and enjoy this next dot.. Please keep in touch. I love you..

  7. We only met for a brief moment but I am so glad we did. Your adventures are so amazing and I love the good that you do for others. I can’t wait for more!!! I bet the smiles in your classes are going to be awesome. 🙂

  8. Chase, I know that you know life is all about learning. It is scary but it is also fun. Let everything you experience be a learning experience, even if it’s teaching English. You can learn from these children if you want to. I hope you are successful and have a good time and learn a lot while your at it.

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